A little over a year treating myself every week and it has been awesome.
I have learned that one of the few thing a person can always be proud of spending time in… is caring about himself/herself.
On therapy I did not obeyed my therapist like a robot nor accepted only the things I was comfortable with, I listened to a professional while her skills uncovered and unraveled my messed up mind.
Everyone has issues, may not be so disrupting but we all have a vision of the person we want to be and we constantly want to achieve that, the issue I have found in myslef is that procrastination, lack of motivation and a fixed routine make horrors in those plans, you keep pushing things days and days, this blog is being written 24 days after I decided to write about this.
I want to become the person I want to be and going to therapy makes my mind feel powerful and stable, enough to push myself day by day.
I know one day I will not need therapy to push myself, but my mind had some serious issues I did not know how to analyze and therapy helped me on that, to figure out what was wrong and what was right for me, later I was able to choose the best for me and for my objectives.
This messege is for my future self, it was a terrific idea to go to therapy (even when you started going fo different reasons).
And for anyone that reads this blog, take care of yourself, you will be happier than ever.
